I am officially 207.2!!
It is crazy that I am excited to be that fat still but it is progress (which seems to be my favorite word on the blog). I was 204 before I became pregnant with my son, who is now 10 months old. I was down to 191 after giving birth and I just feel into some really bad habits of eating and being sedentary (like all day doing nothing but breastfeeding and going to the bathroom, then I stopped breastfeeding and) I gained 20 pounds in five-ish months. So I was closer to the 226 that I weighed when I was 9mos pregnant... 0_o.
My plan is to drop at least 50 more lbs but if I gain muscle and am heavier I can deal with that (It took a whole lot for me to get to this type of understand.
Anyway, I finally worked out yesterday, and I will again after I finish writing this, and I lost 3 inches. It makes me want to kick myself for not having suffered through the workouts while I was on my period because I could have had even better results but I will use it as reason to continue to workout everyday until this thing is over. Once I get the actual DVD I plan to do a 14day bootcamp where I will be working out everyday then I can go to every other day.
Even though I am feeling better and losing weight I want to quit so badly. I made garlic spinach with penne alfreado and pesto chicken for dinner. I was so proud because I could not finish a plate but it reminded me of why I love food. It just tastes so much better than green goodness and superfood.
I know eating is not helping me get rid of craving but I just want to start the God made Man made diet already so I can eat more than once a day and it makes me want to cook so that is good because I used to order out as often as I could afford. I am not sure what is best for me. I guess doing the whole ten days but not sure if that is what is actually going to happen. This has been a great experience for me though.
I will stick with weightloss and inch loss no matter what. I feel so much better when I am smaller and like the way my clothes look better so I need to do this for myself and my happiness.
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